Well, my three day conference a couple weeks ago was a major wake up call to me. I was pulled out of the workshop on the third morning and admonished for not being enthusiastic enough. I was accused of bringing people down. This was completely ridiculous and I said so. First of all, I know for a fact that there were many other people there who thought the whole conference was as pointless and stupid as I did. I know because during breaks and lunch we discussed it. They just didn't say so out loud to the facilitators. Secondly, I seriously doubt that of the few people there who were into it, any of them were going home at night, shaking their fists at the heavens and crying, "If only that girl Bea weren't here, I would be gaining so much more from this! Why can't she be more excited about this? WHY GOD? WHY?"

Thusly, the resume has been updated and posted on various sites and the hunt begins again for a new job. I hate job hunting. I hate interviews. I hate change in general. The only thing I hate more is the idea of staying in my current job. My goal this time around is to get out of retail and get into something that doesn't make me want to eat glass instead of go to work in the morning. Now that I'm seriously, really, actively looking for a new job, it just can't happen soon enough. In my head, I'm already gone and every day it's all I can do not to hand in my 2 weeks notice and be free.

So, I guess my point is, if anyone wants to hire me and pay me a lot of money, I would appreciate it. Thanks muchly.